Verse(s) of The Week 1

So...Basically I will put a verse/verses up every monday(or when i feel like it) from songs that I like/can relate to. The bolded parts are the parts that I can really relate to.

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(Verse 2)
Yo charles I know you got connects give me an a&r's number
Say it charles make me a star
I wonder
If I didn't chill with big wigs and get a deal
Will any of these niggas feel chills when i spit the real
A frequent question of the successful but
I don't give a fuck about success so much
You wife-ing the bitch
But we sex so much
Her bed was just my nest for nuts
But me being me i couldnt accept that it was lust
Yes it was
I left because
She didnt accept my love
Like everyone else i encountered my whole life
Charles rap! you wildin
Now its wow you so nice
Yo style is so like/ugh fuck up
I grew up a fucking fuck up
I drown in waves i'm to curly for a touch up
So whats up
Thats why my wrist is all cut up

(Verse 3)
Yo I dont wanna feel alone any more
No more 3am searching through my phone any more
My mom keeps calling I love her but listen
Mom you tripping just forgetting my attention
Remember ripping all the rhymes I had written
Instrumental cd breaking cuz I was dipping
In and out of class to write whats on my mind
At the time
Which helped to me not cause a columbime
Bottomline
I feel betrayed by life
So scared I feel like I gave blade a knife
I'm the fucking vampire that gave blade a bite
Supernatural can walk through the day and night
I just wanna be loved by someone
But we all want some one
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Charles Hamilton - Butterfly Effect

Not What You'd Expect

Soooo...I just sent my cuzo the intro for our 2nd collab album (which is currently untitled) and I realized that it's the first verse that i've EVER written were I didn't curse nor say the word nigga. I deserve a pat on the back for that. lol.